LIFE the way it is NOW

UNABLE TO COME OUT WITH A WORD

that is how life to me now...
its just different from how it was
few months ago..
things
get more complicated...
studies..
relationships...
all...
hehe.

but still
life is just too unique to me...
colours here and there...
ups and downs...

like it or not...
being forced or doing it naturally...
u just have to plan..
a plan..
tho it means doing just a small thing...
still a plan needed...
not like the past where i can just do things the way me heart tells me..
haihh...

problms here n thr
makes me sometimes moody...sad..and
wonder if this is the way life should be
i do skip class
when i just cant stand d emotion anymore..


BUT!!...
all that...
it will come to a point where i will kneel down..
like what i did this morning...
was praying to Jesus..

needing His help...
in all that i do...
i cried out loud to Him..
where things are impossible
He fixed it just cool for me...
and
mum..thanx for everything...
she sms me just d ryt time...
giving me verse of encouragement...
ahak!!
and i end up skipping class this morning...
coz i just want to be alone...

music...ehe..
that is what i love most.
my pride...
my guitar
and thats what God has given me...
and no matter what...
ill just ROCK ON FOR JESUS!!!!!!!...
dare to fail me???
nahh!...
u lose!..
ehe...

and friends..thanx for all your prayers..
love all of you.

GODBLESS