LIFE the way it is NOW

UNABLE TO COME OUT WITH A WORD

that is how life to me now...
its just different from how it was
few months ago..
things
get more complicated...
studies..
relationships...
all...
hehe.

but still
life is just too unique to me...
colours here and there...
ups and downs...

like it or not...
being forced or doing it naturally...
u just have to plan..
a plan..
tho it means doing just a small thing...
still a plan needed...
not like the past where i can just do things the way me heart tells me..
haihh...

problms here n thr
makes me sometimes moody...sad..and
wonder if this is the way life should be
i do skip class
when i just cant stand d emotion anymore..


BUT!!...
all that...
it will come to a point where i will kneel down..
like what i did this morning...
was praying to Jesus..

needing His help...
in all that i do...
i cried out loud to Him..
where things are impossible
He fixed it just cool for me...
and
mum..thanx for everything...
she sms me just d ryt time...
giving me verse of encouragement...
ahak!!
and i end up skipping class this morning...
coz i just want to be alone...

music...ehe..
that is what i love most.
my pride...
my guitar
and thats what God has given me...
and no matter what...
ill just ROCK ON FOR JESUS!!!!!!!...
dare to fail me???
nahh!...
u lose!..
ehe...

and friends..thanx for all your prayers..
love all of you.

GODBLESS

Mafia no.SCW2_1

THE DAYS OF EASY LIFE HAS PASSED
and this is what we do now..
we dont kill..
we rule.

hahahaha!!!
whew!!...
it was a very hot day when our class leader called us to take class photo.
but we waited quite sumtime...
so i came with this stupid idea
"Mafia"

its just ridiculous
being asked to put on those thick coat under d hot sun..
haihh!!
yes we do look good..mybe..aha.
but inside
all soaked up..

u might wonder..
why me leading??..ehe.
coz i came up wit d idea..so i get to be the
Head of Mafia
angan-angan only la..hehe..

i duno bout them
but me...
y do i look so not in d mood...
tho its just an act
but deep inside..
i do feel that way..
stressed!!
huuhuhu...

i actually wanted to skip this photo shoot
coz was kinda moody that day..

but its not always we get to take pics like this
so i put on a smile and get us all into stupid pose which end up become a bog laugh..
ahaha...love them tho i dont..
u know what i mean..hehe.

this is our full clan pic...
the NAYAKRISTWAN clan..haha.
sot sot sot!!..


yeah!..pic of me..
solo...
hehe...
got abit weight on..
whew!

this is going to be one of the special memory in my uni life..
something simple..
but nice and smileable..haha.
stupid word...

GAMBATEH!!!!...yossshhhH!!!