LIFE the way it is NOW

UNABLE TO COME OUT WITH A WORD

that is how life to me now...
its just different from how it was
few months ago..
things
get more complicated...
studies..
relationships...
all...
hehe.

but still
life is just too unique to me...
colours here and there...
ups and downs...

like it or not...
being forced or doing it naturally...
u just have to plan..
a plan..
tho it means doing just a small thing...
still a plan needed...
not like the past where i can just do things the way me heart tells me..
haihh...

problms here n thr
makes me sometimes moody...sad..and
wonder if this is the way life should be
i do skip class
when i just cant stand d emotion anymore..


BUT!!...
all that...
it will come to a point where i will kneel down..
like what i did this morning...
was praying to Jesus..

needing His help...
in all that i do...
i cried out loud to Him..
where things are impossible
He fixed it just cool for me...
and
mum..thanx for everything...
she sms me just d ryt time...
giving me verse of encouragement...
ahak!!
and i end up skipping class this morning...
coz i just want to be alone...

music...ehe..
that is what i love most.
my pride...
my guitar
and thats what God has given me...
and no matter what...
ill just ROCK ON FOR JESUS!!!!!!!...
dare to fail me???
nahh!...
u lose!..
ehe...

and friends..thanx for all your prayers..
love all of you.

GODBLESS

Mafia no.SCW2_1

THE DAYS OF EASY LIFE HAS PASSED
and this is what we do now..
we dont kill..
we rule.

hahahaha!!!
whew!!...
it was a very hot day when our class leader called us to take class photo.
but we waited quite sumtime...
so i came with this stupid idea
"Mafia"

its just ridiculous
being asked to put on those thick coat under d hot sun..
haihh!!
yes we do look good..mybe..aha.
but inside
all soaked up..

u might wonder..
why me leading??..ehe.
coz i came up wit d idea..so i get to be the
Head of Mafia
angan-angan only la..hehe..

i duno bout them
but me...
y do i look so not in d mood...
tho its just an act
but deep inside..
i do feel that way..
stressed!!
huuhuhu...

i actually wanted to skip this photo shoot
coz was kinda moody that day..

but its not always we get to take pics like this
so i put on a smile and get us all into stupid pose which end up become a bog laugh..
ahaha...love them tho i dont..
u know what i mean..hehe.

this is our full clan pic...
the NAYAKRISTWAN clan..haha.
sot sot sot!!..


yeah!..pic of me..
solo...
hehe...
got abit weight on..
whew!

this is going to be one of the special memory in my uni life..
something simple..
but nice and smileable..haha.
stupid word...

GAMBATEH!!!!...yossshhhH!!!

THE PAST

THIS WAS WHAT WE DID

moments like this wont be repeated
only new ones are started.

this was Free2Be 07

vellu and myself
us tuning our guitars..hahahaa!!
this was long time ago!!...not so la.
but if you see me today and compare me with me that time
u will see that i change alot already..kot
just sayin that..ehe.

life playin guitar.
good thing i end up finding a church
goin for youth
if not,ill end up doing stupid things outside there and not using my ability to rock for Jesus.
that guitar thr..dad got it for my pmr enhancer..haha.
thanx dad!..
it was a truly wonderful gift..
i still treasure that piece soo much!!...
ASHTON d brand.
clear sharp tone..single coil upper and middle pickups.
and a humbckr at the end of it..haha!.

JUMP!!!!....
thats what we do in a concert lyk this..haha!
looks funny...
and fun!!...
but this was just to add taste in it...
the main thing was the heart of worship..yeahh!
...
...
...
....
.........
..
towards the end...
a nice group pic.
yeahh!.
you can see the joy of serving the Lord thr right at the way we jump..
this concert was a combination of ppl from around miri.
d youth la..haha.
but not all...
just selected ones..

things that have been will past and never come back
but i will stand to the last, till the second time he comes back..aha.

that was abit of my life.
so..
..
never fail to serve
for He is the only one.

What You Are

to me.......................

the one i love, friend,
a caring one, u make my life wonderful.
a friend
you make me laugh.
a friend.

don't go away, coz i need....
don't fail to wait, coz its worth it.

thats how special you are to me...

dear..

MUSIC TRANSFUSION

adding the strength to shake the world

this is what i have been doing
been bz doing
our concert
here in KELANTAN!!..aha.
do come if you can!..
it will be something cool
not because im in it
but because Jesus will be there too!!!!!!
yeahh!!

Interest To Witness

Was Just Simple Before Till I Gave It All And Now Im Living In It With Him

my life
just love what i do...
again art, music, Jesus..ehehe!

Got this from cameron..
during d trip..
our Hope Convention...
love joinin events lyk that...
coz dats d only reason im alive...
rockin 4 Jesus...
had a mini concert thr...ehehehehehehe!!!


this is what we do after church..
every friday afternoon...
ehe...
shoppin for fud!!

we cook n we eat together
smile and laugh
burpp n joke
encourage n bully..ahak!!
dats us..
family in CHRIST!!!!


me again...

in class..but was already goin back..ehe..
love drawing but i dont do that in class...
i need a nice place...
not a "full of people" round table..
haih...
dats what i hate whn going to class...
hate it so much that i am daring enough to escape...
coz its just not a conducive place to work...
for ideas to flow..
for thoughts being modified..hmm..
wondering y cant they provide a better place..aha..
stupid uni...
still...
i go on..
not for myslf...
but for Jesus..
for my famly...
for my ministry...
yeah!!..
ROCKIN FOR MY SAVOIUR!!


this pic..
took sumwhr..ehe..

missing my famly...
friends..
home church..
wait for me
ill b back soon...
not so but soon..
but it seems that
im needed here...ryt here..
needed more to build His Church...
to serve here...
ehe...
Gona shake this land here...
Gona save souls here..
Gona impact lives here...
so pray for us..
under Hope church...
we will save Kelantan For Jesus!!!!!!!...
yeahh!!!...ahahaha!!

Sketch To Create

the UNEXPECTED

KL..
aha...
that word made d class noisy..
the plan of going for a study trip...
and....
AWAY!!..
out of KELANTAN!!!!...
hahaha...
thats y..
and everyone just cant wait..

till the day...
we started our journey...
hehek..
i myslf was looking forward to this trip..
coz only by going out den i will b able to see new things..
arts, fashion, music..ehe.

but going by bus..haih.
hate it..
cold...
and it makes me wana puKE!!
sigh...ehe.
but i made it..

a 3 days trip..

not much to say...

the first day..
was sitting in front of Muzium Kesenian Islam
we got there too early that morning..
wasnt opn yet so we waited and some went around doing things..
taking pics.
wasnt looking forward to enter..
coz..haih..u knw..
not dat interested of knowing Islam..
but thats about to change..aha.

this pic was taken by a classmate
using d guy's D70 nikon
huhu...
still wanting mine!!
whn cn i get it!!!
aha...
lantak la....janji rock!..ehe.
owh..and that was the 1st time me wearing that tingy on d hand..aha.
i think i looked weird
haih.

we waited so long...
about 2 hours...
but was thankful..
know y??
i get to test my frn's D70..aha..
tho a not so gud cam..
but good enough..
better thn my dg cam..aha.

took this pic myslf..
1st shot..haha.

cut d story short..
we went in...
and..
things inside interest me..ehe.
building designs, weapons, arts..
WHEW!!...
cool!..ehehe..
2 bad..culdnt even touch anytn..
but good enough to see..ehe.

after going around
at last found a bench!..
tired!!..
so we ilek2 lok..ehe.

this pic down thr was taken in another museum..
i think...
Muzium Negara..
nt sure..haha..

we were too tired to stand...
so we just sat on d floor..
nice..ehe.

it was so peaceful in thr..
it makes me wana slp..
aircond again..whew...
tired...

after that...
at night..
off we go..
to KL's Central Market..
thats where some of d artist sit and draw their thought
art art art..

was kinda amazed looking at their works..
just nice..
wonderful..
just....
WOW...aha..


well..dats all i wana say bout our trip..
malas wana tell all..
coz it wont b that short..ehe..
2 much to say..
just d 1st day is long...

a nice trip
to get my brain absorb new stuff..
to go on fighting my degree...
aha...


THE END

Street Art

The Day We Started Drawing the Streets
..it was kinda cool...aha..(yesterday)

The day!!..ahak.
that was what came to my mind 1st that morning whn i woke up..
was kinda excited..ehe...
got up so early just to get ready..
...
but guess what??
wasn't on time to
get d bus..haih.

so d late 1s waited another one hour for another bus...
hahahak!...
tu la sapa swoh lambat2 gik?
hihihi....
bluek!

this pic was when i was still thinking bout what to start on my drawing sheet...
was looking at my friends...
the crowd...
hahak!!

sick of sittin so i got up and started to walk around...
went to the tamu....(market)
that was where i got my 1st model..
an old lady selling bananas..haha!.
she was kinda shy when she saw me looking 8
her and started drawin...
n her friends keep on teasing her..haha!

but the worse part...
about 3 minutes after i started drawin..
people started surrounding me...
looking at my sheet...
i..
blushed...
and went away..hahak!
but i get to fin the basic part of that old lady..
wit her bananas!...ehe..

it was kinda cold that day..
was raining..
on and off...

that wasn't a good thing for me...
haih...

having my digital cam with me..
took pics around...
but cant get cool 1s...
if only i have a DSLR...
haih...
wanting a D90 ba..hahak!
soon kot...

being bored sitting at the same place..
same view..
we started walking again...
human hunting!!..hehehe...

and people around looking at us..
as if they have never seen
"kids"
goin around with pencil n drawing sheets with them..
haha!!..

friends..ahaha!
they are funny....
ehe...
their drawing..
some cool...some ok ok..ehe.

..the one bz drawing there...
he is a good manga guy..
cool 1s..hehe..

hmm...
when we were busy drawing..
our lect came..
and started to show off..ahak!
tho it was kinda not cool..
but yeah..
he did gave some useful tips..
ill surpass him!!..ehehe!
now..
the girl in orange..
she's a good art person too..ehe..

being me...
just going stupid sometimes..hehe.
a pic with one of my friends..
shes annoying..
and i mean it!!
still...i can deal with it..haha!

took pic again..
my friends cant stop..
i mean
taking pics..haha!
me being me!
myself!
i!.
haha...
pa kah....
(hungry)

owh...
my friend..she sempat take my pic
was too syok drawing...
didnt noticed her taking me..
aha...

so..
that was a brief 1 bout yesterday..ehe.

today..class was cool!..
what we did was..
went to class...
waited for lect to enter...
then
sign our name..
then "blah balit!"
a 'half day' class..
end up a 2 hours class..haha!